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Monday, June 30, 2008 ♥ 6/30/2008 09:32:00 PM

Haiz, i have been trying my best in cheering up myself, somehow i failed. I dunno what am i thinking. I just wish i want to get out W55F. don mistaken, i not saying that i don like W55F, just that too many things happen in this class, too many sorrows, too many things i wanna forget. I really hope that times will pass faster. Let me get into a new class, where all new faces appear to me. Let me start afresh. Forget the past, look at the future.Plus recently, there is something that i don wish to say out. It make me feel even sad, me myself also dunno why.Don's ask, if u don want to get into trouble.

Today is the last day of June. I hope that there will be a full stop. For everything that i have done. I want to stop the whole process.NO more translation or transcription. place a stop codon and the end. 30June2008 will be the last day for me to emo. No more repeating the same thing again and again. Pointless, Useless.-.-

Now even go home also very sian, reach home, have to face my mom, the moment she look at me, she will start to nag/scold me. For no reason, i gt scolding. That was super unfair to me.I don wish to go to school neither going home. But where can i go? i have no where to go..If possible, i want to go to a place that is high enough for me to see the whole world or rather the scenery. Let me feel the breeze of the wind.If possible, i want to view the sunset and sunrise.Wow...damn relaxing.

"Leave me alone, i will feel better after crying.The problem is: i cant force myself to cry"

Something must be wrong with me.
u can choose:
1)ignore me, pretend nothing happen.
2)come and concern about me. But I might offense u all in some ways.
3)joke with me. And trust me, u will not like the result/consequence.

overall: Leave me alone.

Sunday, June 29, 2008 ♥ 6/29/2008 03:08:00 PM

i just realised that i have been leaving out my other friends too often. Really feel bad. But i just wanna say i am not on purpose.Just give me more time to think of other things. I have been keeping a lot of things in my mind. I dont wish to say. One of the main reasons, i don want to affect my friends' mood. I promised i will make it a fast and clean one. By then, i will be back to the same old me.

Next week, i am going to have 3 UTs. OMG!! why there are so many UTs?? i really tried my best in studying for it. But i just cant get the ideal result that i want to.i want to cry le.. But must be strong. Dont let my friends worry about me. I must be positive must not affect my studies. Tolerate for another 1+ year, everything will be gone. Undergoing stress: Family matters, School works-PP.

Webmail sent us a mail saying that we need to choose our 3 core modules and one elective. after having a word with my mom,i decided to take Environmental science as my elective module. I really want to start fresh again, when next sem came. I want to forget all those sad/bad memories, all i want to remember is all those happy memories that i have with W55F. Not to forget my last sem1 friends and secondary friends.

Although,i shld expect this kind of matter to happen when i promoted to Year2. I really cant imagine what will happen to me when i reach Yr3 or rather going to Yr3. Things will confirm be out of control. Don't worry for me. I have a lot of things wanna say, but i don dare to say somehow it stop me from saying. So i have to keep in deep inside my heart.

I want to thank all my friends for ur advices and ur concern toward me. I din realise that actually there are a lot of ppl who care for me. I was too selfish, i shldnt just think of myself only, i shld look at my surroundings.
" Gt things then say, that what friends are for! "

i have been updating every single day. in a nice way, i am too free. But the fact is i am avoiding the reality. I don wish to face it. I am having UT tml and now still haven even read a single slide. I am getting lazier than before. Can i be help?

Saturday, June 28, 2008 ♥ 6/28/2008 05:26:00 PM

这次，用华语来写我的部落格。
虽然我没有十全的把握会写对每个字。
可是我还是想要挑战自己。

人生短短几十年，
为何要愁眉苦脸地过一生，
倒不如把剩下的时间花在开心方面。
日子会比较好过一些。

我满同意美婷的看法，
她说人一旦到了18岁，
周围的人，也会跟着变，对人的看法也会换了。
虽然，在我身上还没有发生。但我不排除这个可能性。
曾经有一个人，她对我说，不要太相信人。
因为很有可能，到头来伤害最大的是自己。
凡是都要想到自己先，然后才为别人想。

我不知，到底被几人利用过了。
但我不会想要报复，反而要感谢他们。
我要谢谢我的两位好朋友，他们在我难过的时候，开导我，鼓励我，扶持我。
谢谢你们。=）

以上是我的一些看法。希望读者能够明白我的意思。

Friday, June 27, 2008 ♥ 6/27/2008 10:11:00 PM

Blog again, this time round i want to say something special. But i don no how to start it.Just that these few days because of some reasons, i become quite abnormal from the past. I wish that everything will get back to last time. The same Old Happy me. i Don like me. I simply hate myself! >< recently there is something obstacle me, and cause me to land into a situation that make me confuse not knowing how to solve it.HOwever, i managed to break this obstacle and say out. Although, i feeling ok, still i felt that i am bad.But i cant control myself.PLease stop my mind in thinking things that are not related to academic studies. I will not allow anything to disrupt my studies. I decided not to do anything silly anymore. I was naive initially, i will not let the same old mistake to be repeated for my life.

I nearly forgotten about selecting electives and modules for sem 2. Luckily, my last sem classmate told me about this matter, or else i will be kept in dark for quite some times. Hmm looking through the electives, i was thinking of taking Environmental Science, which is a more interesting and simple module compared to the rest. I still have quite some time to make my final decision.

Some things need to be rush, whereas some things need to undergo slowly, it cant be rush. So please don rush me, slowly, one by one, let nature take it course.

Woo Hoo~ so fast problem 10 liao, one more mths before i need to say Good Bye to W55F. we might and might not meet again in the same class, still we can come out and have gal chat! =P Really going to miss my dear dear(dont mistaken is San San). Haha. =)

update soon~

Thursday, June 26, 2008 ♥ 6/26/2008 10:11:00 PM

Finally update my blog, seriously nothing to crap recently, so i shall crap now. Realised that from mon till now, i hardly spent more than $5! My world record! haha, anyway, yesterday went out with San San and her friend,Windy, we went to Marina Square then to Esplanade and spent most of the time there chatting. We really have fun talking and taking pix. Quite childish la, but we dont care.

After that, Jason came join us after his badminton session. So we walked from Esplanade back to city hall and Marina Square. After Windy left, we went back to City link there to chat for half an hour, before proceed home. Haha, it was fun chatting with them.Really miss those good times!

So we planned to have more of this session, So i suggested go to San San's hse for a mahjong session! Haha, my hands kind of getting itchy. Haha. Shun bian treat it as another gathering for us. =) Super fun that day.

Suddenly, my mood become happy for no reason. haha, weirdo me. Wish that this feeling will go on eventually.Lab lesson today. Quite interesting if is Willy the one who is teaching. Say No to Andy Sim! =( haha

Next week, i am also having Willy lesson in the lab, hope that it will gonna be a fun one! =)

Sunday, June 22, 2008 ♥ 6/22/2008 12:42:00 PM

Yesterday i went to Malaysia for a one day trip. Quite eager at first, but in the end, i dont feel any excitement. =.= I will tell u all along the way. First of all, i have to wake up very early in the morning at 5am. Reach Yishun where we all meeting at 6.45am. Finally reached there at 8am. I am damn famished. Cos last night until now, i din get to eat anything.Haha, so i went to this coffee shop to grab something to eat. A light meal will do. After that we proceed to our main destination - 果园(Fruit farm). We need 3 hours to reach there. So the whole journey i was like sleeping and more sleeping. Finally reached. Then the tour guide took us to some of the places to look at the fruit. Some fruit is common some fruit are special to me. After that, they took us to a place to look at their cultural performance, damn pathetic only have 3 sets of dance to show us. In the end, wasted a lot of our precious time. So In order to express their apology, they brought us to nearby shopping center to compensation us for our losses. So my mom whom being no. 1 typical Singaporean. She bought a lot of malaysia' s 特产. Very Kiasu~ after that we have our dinner(Oh ya forget to add that i have Malay food for lunch) at a restaurant. So coincidence that there are two wedding being held on the same day. Haha. Just nice, we went in and see how they celebrated it. Hmm very different from Singapore. Finally, time for us to say good bye~ we reached Singapore around 11. Reach home at 12am exactly. What i can say is that, it was quite a boring day for me. Dont wish to go there anymore. Haha. Cos all the time i have been spending that day will sleeping inside the coach, no fun and even worst, made my back ache from the sleeping. =(

Have our breakfast here.

Pix not taken by me. It was found at the fruit farm. =)

Yes! this isthe plant i was talking about, this is call Love plant. Very special right?

This is the seed that they produced. Look carefully, u will get to see a heart shape in every seed they produced. 据说， if one give this seed to another party that he/she like, if the party accept, they will be tgt the next day. Damn romantic de lor.

This ostrich scare me when i was taking the tram, it appeared just next to me.

This is robber crab, it is very special and going to extinct soon, why name it as that, is because, it came out at night to steal coconut.So they name them robber crab. Special right, i never see before crab can climb tree. Hardly can see them in the day time. I was lucky! =)

OMG, long time never see Sun set le. Quite nice, pinkish purple sky.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ♥ 6/18/2008 08:01:00 PM

Happy 19th Birthday Xiaoqian!

Today we went to celebrate her birthday, first we went to Maple tree industry for the comic fair, zihui, xiaoqian and meiting all bought comic except me. Next we headed to Ikea to have our lunch.Yummy, i finally got myself Chocolate Moose and also Kid meal-Spaghetti(=P). By the time, we finished our lunch, we are going to run of time for the movie, so we decided to take a cab to AMK hub to catch a movie call "Get Smart". We are late by 15 mins (=P). The movie was not bad, quite hilarious but there are scenes that are digusting. What a good recommend from Meiting -.-. Exactly end at 3pm. Zihui left us, so we went to find Adeline and accompany her for dinner. After that we decided to go to JE to have KFC. Yipee! Fish Ole is back! Waited for a long time, haha, i felt that Fish Zinger not very nice, haha. Woox. Headed home after a long day outside. S***, i haven study for my UT tml. =X Confirm die tml. Physic is so not easy. Tml UT, no mood and very exhausted. Don wish to revise but no choice. Both frustrated and confused. i want to sleep!!! so tired. -.-zz

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ♥ 6/17/2008 08:54:00 PM

Things are getting out of hand, ytd i just said that i was having bad luck, now today more bad luck coming. First, early in the morning, i gt stuck in the train. Initially, i only need 20 mins from JE - Woodland, today it took me 35mins! OMG, by the time, i reached Woodland, it was like 8.16am. so rush, JY and i rush as fast as our legs could take. In the end, i was late by 1 min, but faci din mark me late, i was like 谢天谢地. after that, throughout the whole physic lesson, i din understand what she talking about the diagram, terms like excitation, emission,florescence , phosphorescence came out from the PS. i was like HUH???? din get what she said, after that the very last min, i managed to understand the definition of it and why it get to become like that. Thank to my team mate, he helps me a lot in explaining and giving examples. Yipee, faci quite good to us, she know that we have no mood in attending lesson, she decided not to give us quiz. Haha, and her Rj quite easy to write. Nan de, today i will compliment her. Not only today i have no mood to study, starting from ytd i dont have the mood to study le. I felt that i getting weaker and weaker every single day. Hope that i can get back to my normal self.

Finally, tml i get to rest at home and need not go to school. Don wish to go back to school, unless to meet friends/classmates =)

Don't wish to do anything now, want to sleep, -.-zz eyes closing soon.

Monday, June 16, 2008 ♥ 6/16/2008 10:04:00 PM

I really hate myself, today from the starting, i woke up, i kept on doing the wrong thing, i walked the wrong side, woke up late. Something really wrong in me. And the moment i step into the class, i don't have the mood to attend the lesson, throughout the whole lesson,i was like staring at the notes that i found. -.- Really hate today, why lesson start so early, why we need to have PBL... really hate PBL. =X So after i present, i wish that i can leave RP faster, but so suay, after i finish my RJ, it rained so heavily, so i become 落汤鸡 =((((

Everything doesnt seem smoothly to me, i met Yang Yang twice, once in W4 and another at CWP. So late le, she still haven go home. Haha, after school, went to CWP to check something. And accompany my friend to eat, so i decided to try the green tea Mc Furry. Look nice, but taste. . So if u like, u all can try. Left CWP around 6.05pm, and San San(Copyrighted) saw Jason, so we went home tgt. So sad, i miss my Da Chang Jin show, initially i want to destress myself by watching that. Too bad, no chance liao, have to wait for tml.Initially, i have the urge to tell me to skip school, but i cant, first i influence my friend not to skip, so i myself, also must set a good example to him, secondly, my grade for MCB sux, so if i skip again, i think the predicted grade will fall from "D" to FAIL. =((

this time, i will not only suffer stress from school, i will also have to face consequences at home.

Now seem that my illness has reduced to mile cough, hope that it will get better as time pass by. Faster go away and never come back again.

Saturday, June 14, 2008 ♥ 6/14/2008 12:15:00 PM

This week is the last week of holiday. Really miss my 2 weeks holiday. Time pass really fast. No extra time to catch it back. When school reopen, i have to go back to normal, taking UT and having presentation. And not to forget waking up early in the morning, rushing to school, afraid to be late for class.

Changing subject:
Ytd i just came back from downtown east for a chalet with my cousins. having great fun and was exhausted after fanning and waiting for the charcoal to "heat" up. Now both my arms hurt and ache a lot. Rest~

I simply don like my 2 weeks holidays. It was my worst nightmare. i keep on coughing and until now still have fully recover yet. Sigh~

wishing my *cough * can get better as day pass by.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ♥ 6/10/2008 03:35:00 PM

I have two similar types of questions tagged by my friends, so i have to show on my blog together.

The very first one was tag by Jason:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your friend betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will definitely go and find him/er to 算账 =X

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Being more matured and pretty? =P

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
Every where is filled with bubbles and purple atmosphere? Wow Romantic.

#4 Are you hungry?
Definitely No.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
Have sense of humor, Love me,体贴，fun, not so clever. Definitely not shorter/younger than me.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Hm, both? But i think loving someone is more thrilling.=P

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depend on the level of my patience.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm, reflect why i lose to her. Fate has not come. =X

#9 Is there anything that has made you happy today?
No and yes, No: Sick(Coughing), yes: Playing PSP

#10 Is being in a college fun?
Yes and No. Yes: Meet new friends and laughter. No: Studying is boring.=(

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hm, good question, never tot before. Maybe as a housewife?

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, close friends and Wu Zun!! =)

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Jason- Day Dreaming,like to sleep, Pro kid in class. (Haha)

#14 Do you believe in miracles?
i always believe in that. Waiting for it to arrive.

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
I don really mind the status, most important, we can be together and stay happy.

#16 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes, look at the time, and thinking what day is today.

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Maybe, i haven met one.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Eh, i dunno. Din try before =P

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Able to "play" with, lame with me, reliable and have faith and trust in me.

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Cheat my feeling, liar and don't care for me.

As for the following ppl plx post on ur blog.
1. Adeline
2. Zihui
3, Jiayu
4. Meiting
5. Xiaoqian
6.Jobelle
7. Cindy
8.Dickson

The second part is tag by Adeline:

1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
My Bloody Brother

2. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
CCK Xchange

3. What was the last beverage you consumed?
Milk

4. Thoughts at this moment?
Why i keep on get sick.

5. Do you bite your lips a lot?
Sometimes.

6. Medical, fine arts, or law?
Nope!

8. Favorite drink?
Green tea

9. Do you miss anyone?
yes and no.

10. What were you doing at 6:00 Pm on last Friday night?
Oh, watching Da Chang Jin

11. Who was the last person you had in your room?
My Bro.

12. can you speak another language?
Of cos, i know english and chinese.

13. What are you going to do tomorrow?
Prepare to go to my cousin wedding. Bleahz.

14. Who was the last band you saw live?
Eh, that was a super long time ago, i think is energy if not wrong(that was 3+ year ago)

15. Do you take care of your friends while they're sick?
No.

16. Do you like to read?
Yes, espeically mystery and romance.

17. Favorite colors?
Dun need to ask, is Purple(related also can)

18. Who is your favorite person to have a conversation with?
Eh, i wish i can speak to wu zun. =P

19. Where did you go today?
No where, staying at home and rot. =(

20. Nickname?
I dunno, haha, oh there's one, very lame de. called Statue Lim Diao Xiang -.-

Hope the following ppl able to do:
1. Xiaoqian
2. Meiting
3. Jobelle
4. Jiayu
5. Dickson
6. Jason
7. Cindy

Sunday, June 8, 2008 ♥ 6/08/2008 07:02:00 PM

Ytd went to my cousin wedding lunch(father side),it was held at Raffle Town Club. Feeling excited as i nan de can go to wedding lunch. It was quite special as i never try before attending in the afternoon. Haha and it is self service buffet lunch.Wow that was even more special. Anyway, quite happy that they two can get married. Hope they two can live last long forever. Bliss them.

Sian, my illness still haven recover. still coughing...Haiz....

Next Thur and Friday, i am going with my cousin to chalet, it was organised by her aunt and she ask me along, so i agree, as next week is the last week of holiday before returning to school.(That what i hate to see) Anyway, hope that i can enjoy myself, before school start..

Thursday, June 5, 2008 ♥ 6/05/2008 01:35:00 PM

OMG, these few days are not feeling well, being sick i guess.. Having flu, fever and keep on coughing *Cough * Went out for 3 consecutive days starting from Mon.

Update!
Tue:
1)Bio Revision Class(9-12)
2)Went for lunch with 33, Ming Yue and 3unice~
3)Headed Home (* Home Sw33t Home *)

Mon:
1)Went to Vivo City
2)Celebrate Zihui's 18th Birthday!
3)Catch a movie (The Chronicle of Narnia -Prince Caspian)
4)Headed Home

Wed:
1) Initially going out with 3unice and 33 to K.(In the end, Postponed =(((( )
2)Went to Library with Xiaoqian (play game)
3) Having dinner at KFC
4) Headed home

Ytd night ate a few times of medicine, feeling head heavy and wanted to sleep. In the end, i slept for 13 hours without waking up.OMG. realised that this morning. HOwever, after lOng sleep~ my illness getting better now.
Hopefully get better asap so that i can go to my cousin wedding this saturday!
Or else:
1)Have to miss good food *Sob *
2) Not able to speak clearly. =((((
3) No mood at all.

These few days staying at home was simply boring~
i have completely nothing to do at home.
Except staring at my com and do nothing......

Life in RP is boring,
now at home was even boring....
Dunno how am i going to spend my rest of my holiday at home?

Simply hate myself:
1) Sick (look restless)
2)cant bring myself to smile well
3) lost interest in some stuffs
4)listening to sentimental songs?
5) No brightness, instead darkness?
6)Not able to lame?

I have been defeated by myself.
when ever i can return to myself?
waiting for that day to arrive......

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 ♥ 6/03/2008 07:46:00 PM

Happy Birthday to my beloved Friend, Zihui!

Finally, 18 le..Officially the same age as us! =)
Ytd we went out and celebrate her birthday.
We catch a movie at Vivo City at 6.10pm.
We watch " The Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian"
Both the movie nice and Lame~
Really enjoy ourselves ytd(Although i was sick ;((( )

Before we headed off to watch a movie, we lured her out and gave her her Birthday cake(Lemon Cheese Flavor)
Top View

Side View

Just look at the Birthday Gal, looking engrossed at the cake we bought for her..
Isn't she pretty??

We have fun watching movie and shopping at Vivo City,
headed home quite late.
Last of all,
Happy Birthday!!!

Sunday, June 1, 2008 ♥ 6/01/2008 10:55:00 PM

Sat(31/05/08):

Went out with zihui on sat to get a movie ;" What Happen In Vegas". Reason we chose on sat is that first of all, that day is the last day of may and we have ' buy one for one' voucher. That movie was quite a good one. After wards, i went to purchase my watch. A pity is that it's not a digital watch, not able to cancel off my wish list. ;(((

Sun(1/06/08):

Since today is the first day of June, decided to rebond my hair(i have waited for 1 & half Yr!!) Sad thing is that it took me a day sitting and waiting for it. ;(( Haha, now my hair look a bit weird. Quite short and the fringe is weirdo. Haha, any part of my hair is weird.......