Haiz, i have been trying my best in cheering up myself, somehow i failed. I dunno what am i thinking. I just wish i want to get out W55F. don mistaken, i not saying that i don like W55F, just that too many things happen in this class, too many sorrows, too many things i wanna forget. I really hope that times will pass faster. Let me get into a new class, where all new faces appear to me. Let me start afresh. Forget the past, look at the future.Plus recently, there is something that i don wish to say out. It make me feel even sad, me myself also dunno why.Don's ask, if u don want to get into trouble.
Today is the last day of June. I hope that there will be a full stop. For everything that i have done. I want to stop the whole process.NO more translation or transcription. place a stop codon and the end. 30June2008 will be the last day for me to emo. No more repeating the same thing again and again. Pointless, Useless.-.-
Now even go home also very sian, reach home, have to face my mom, the moment she look at me, she will start to nag/scold me. For no reason, i gt scolding. That was super unfair to me.I don wish to go to school neither going home. But where can i go? i have no where to go..If possible, i want to go to a place that is high enough for me to see the whole world or rather the scenery. Let me feel the breeze of the wind.If possible, i want to view the sunset and sunrise.Wow...damn relaxing.
"Leave me alone, i will feel better after crying.The problem is: i cant force myself to cry"
Something must be wrong with me.
u can choose:
1)ignore me, pretend nothing happen.
2)come and concern about me. But I might offense u all in some ways.
3)joke with me. And trust me, u will not like the result/consequence.
overall: Leave me alone.
