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Sunday, June 29, 2008 ♥ 6/29/2008 03:08:00 PM

i just realised that i have been leaving out my other friends too often. Really feel bad. But i just wanna say i am not on purpose.Just give me more time to think of other things. I have been keeping a lot of things in my mind. I dont wish to say. One of the main reasons, i don want to affect my friends' mood. I promised i will make it a fast and clean one. By then, i will be back to the same old me.

Next week, i am going to have 3 UTs. OMG!! why there are so many UTs?? i really tried my best in studying for it. But i just cant get the ideal result that i want to.i want to cry le.. But must be strong. Dont let my friends worry about me. I must be positive must not affect my studies. Tolerate for another 1+ year, everything will be gone. Undergoing stress: Family matters, School works-PP.

Webmail sent us a mail saying that we need to choose our 3 core modules and one elective. after having a word with my mom,i decided to take Environmental science as my elective module. I really want to start fresh again, when next sem came. I want to forget all those sad/bad memories, all i want to remember is all those happy memories that i have with W55F. Not to forget my last sem1 friends and secondary friends.

Although,i shld expect this kind of matter to happen when i promoted to Year2. I really cant imagine what will happen to me when i reach Yr3 or rather going to Yr3. Things will confirm be out of control. Don't worry for me. I have a lot of things wanna say, but i don dare to say somehow it stop me from saying. So i have to keep in deep inside my heart.

I want to thank all my friends for ur advices and ur concern toward me. I din realise that actually there are a lot of ppl who care for me. I was too selfish, i shldnt just think of myself only, i shld look at my surroundings.
" Gt things then say, that what friends are for! "

i have been updating every single day. in a nice way, i am too free. But the fact is i am avoiding the reality. I don wish to face it. I am having UT tml and now still haven even read a single slide. I am getting lazier than before. Can i be help?