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Friday, July 25, 2008 ♥ 7/25/2008 11:48:00 PM

Just had 3 UTs for this week, completely can flunk all my UT4s..Since i had done my best, i don need to worry. Life is for us to enjoy and not for us to suffer, what for we think so much and stress out.Some ppl able to score well and need not think a lot, whereas some suffer like hell and in the end, grades are not ideal. What to do/complained. This is life man.U have to take it like a man/gal. No point crying over a grade. What is over, is over. No matter how hard you tried to recover it, the wound is still there,always there, with cracks all over it. No matter how hard you tried to avoid, you still will show ur real true identity.

The most important now is to concentrate on the last UT4-Physic and the very very last 2 weeks of lesson with W55F. before all of us have to say good bye and off for our holiday.That how rainbow are formed. Sadness come first and then a smile =) this smile can influence greatly on a person. U will never imagine the impact of a smile that come from this person.

Happy? sad? tired? lazy? angry? what wrong with these feeling..? MIxing them around and cant figure out why..?
doesnt matter anymore. So long, ur conscience is clear, u naturally show out the real feeling. ;]

Monday, July 21, 2008 ♥ 7/21/2008 09:13:00 PM

UT4-Chemistry was tOtally HOrrible fOr me... i seriOusly Only able tO understAnd paRt Of it..SeriOusly, gOnna flunk it...i just have to catch up fOr the last few lessOn...
BiO tOday seem nOt tO be my side...I dun understand and still quite cOnfused On the terms...hOwever, i tried my best...Dun understand also cant be help, the mOst i tried tO lOok thru 6p again...

After UT, accompany Jiayu tOgether with San San to CWP, Jiayu help her cOusin to buy YOga's disc, while brOwsing thru, i randOmly hear 古巨基（LeO)'s sOng. It was a 12 mins sOng, very nice and sentimental. wOOtx finally i get to try mOs Burger's MilkshaKe- cOffee. But tOday cOnditiOn nOt gOod.(milkshake dOesnt turn niCe...)
Anyway, i gOt tO try New Drink.Relating back, this mOrning, after breakfast + Lunch, i drank fruit Juice, decided tO try new flavOr- sOursOp. Initially, tOt it wOuld be sOur, but is Sweet. After drinking, i suddenly feel innocently naive happy. Seem everything like this sOursOp juice, might be sOur On the Outer, but sweet inside. =)

Oh gOsh, cOunting dOwn..1 week+ befOre due date fOr PP draft!! I still haven tOuch On it yet...Better hurry up after UT..

3 mOre UTs tO gO~ Study hard for this 2 weeks, and relax for the rest Of the week. Changing class really sOon...bOth saD and Happy...hOliday is apprOaching really sOon....

Updated....

Thursday, July 17, 2008 ♥ 7/17/2008 09:57:00 PM

Yesterday, we intend to go to have steamboat, but i actually want to go San San's hse to play mahjong, due to some reasons, i only have chance to go her house for sometimes. before we left toward Compass Point to meet KF, Dickson, Mel and Jason. Took a bus to KF, realised that his house was so comfortable and small. =D After staying at his house till 5.15pm, took a bus all the way to Bugis. On the way, in the bus, we(san san and i) each sit at a corner right at the end, till 3 China guys came in, they 3 are talking very loudly,but i din really care what they said, but Jason and San San keep complaining to me that they are irritating. Soon, we reached.Meeting San San's friend and Nic.

we went to next to Tian Tian Huo Guo(one street across, i forgot the name). It was very costly, at least to me.Cause i only ate veg and some prawns. Drank around 6 small bowls of chicken soup. It was fun, as while eating, we able to joke around.Cost $15 per person(excluded Drinks). Nic treat them beer, so when we left there that time, i can sense that all of them are drunk, including me.(i only have a small sip + 2 sips of H20)
Reach home around 11. Damn late and tired..Headed to bath almost 12am.

Today- damn pathetic, we all know that instead of Willy, Valavan come and take our class for 2 days. Guess what? only 15 ppl came. Hehe, actually he is much more better than ANDY SIM.just that his ascent is very unique, not many ppl will able to understand. Overall, is a good facilitator. ;]

After class, San San and i went to our usual place, just that there is a special guest, Nic. Joining us for that evening. =) we spent time talking and joking around. Left that around 8pm, damn tired.HoWever, talking to friends, is one of my leisure activities.

Monday, July 14, 2008 ♥ 7/14/2008 10:00:00 PM

these few days i have been searching for regardless old or new songs. practically songs that i felt/think are nice. =D
realised that i have been staying at home for the past 2 days and doing nothing.everyday stare at my com and chat, check mail, listen to music...wasting a lot of my precious time.While people outside working so hard for money...

when i realised something, it's been too late. So when you do something, don't regret, if regret, then u better don't do it. Do it, if you have the confidence.

it's getting late, i am turning in soon...

today MCB lesson quite no link(as in the PS), however, faci tried to make it interesting and enjoyable. So overall, still quite alright. upon hearing that our UT3, almost all the cohort flunked the same question...Although i got the right choice,still totally no confidence in the explaining part. Hope that this UT i am able to score well, to bring up my GPA for not only this module,but all....

Suddenly so "in" finding movie to watch, but not "in" in watching them yet..Haha...

recently doing things that i am not supposedly do. (i dont meant doing things that are illegial). meaning i talked to someone randomly, just speak without thinking...Haha...dunno what i am thinking la..too stress liao...

see, by looking at this post, i can 100% sure that i really write randomly..Maybe being like that is a good thing...if i were given one more chance, i want to change myself, change my appearance(DNA sequence), my brain,and of cos my personalities.=P (ok, i know that i am being random again.)

Friday, July 11, 2008 ♥ 7/11/2008 09:10:00 PM

Finally last UT3 is over, however, it means that 4 more UTs to go, and i have flunked quite a number le..Haiz, no choice, dunno mean dunno, no point or how hard you go and study them. Just put in ur best effort, i believe hard work will paid off eventually. Life still have to continue, what i feel is that, i have done better than last sem, that is more than enough, i will make more improvement as i go along. Finally weekend is coming, gonna stoned at home...and stared at no one...zz..tml there will be a group of ppl 自称 coming to check for dengue fever, it is compulsory for all block. have to wake up damn early tml...-.-zz

This week i have continuously slept late, around 12+, one of the main reasons is to watch my show at 11pm, and secondly, chat with my friend(s). and another reason is can sleep, even can sleep will wake up at a certain time due to coldness. nowadays weather changed. turning cooler, still i refused to bring/wear jacket to school.. Too lazy....

Haha, although things around me changes very fast, even faster than the weather, i will try to put a smile on me, to make the 场面 more relaz....Yea relaxation time....

Hmm, finally i got this chance to visit San San's hse, one of the main reasons is go there to play mahjong, second is see"Zai Zai"(p.s for those who know F4, dont get mistaken. i referring here is her dog =P). Haha, last time i told her that i want to go to her house so to have 大鱼大肉, but with Kian Fei, i think i have no chance...Haha...jking...=)

what she planned: after visiting her house, go to some places for steamboat(as a small W55F + ....'s gathering) Fun right...?

i am still thinking whether should i catch "10 Promises to My D og"?? seems nice, but 100% japanese..However, touching %--> ???(to me only) [someone pls tell me...]

i have been spending a lot on food nowadays.OMG i becoming fatter and fatter....hmm i asked someone before, she told me that 2 possible reasons:

1) undergo stress

2) too hyper(happy)

i think i shld cut down on food le...haha...

OMG, today is the last day of my show :"the disclosed"

although i seem to know who is the murderer behind all these, still it is a good chance to watch again. ;)

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ♥ 7/08/2008 06:54:00 PM

zz. have getting tired of doing this kind of quiz....being tagged by Jeannie...Bo Bian =P

Instruction:
Tag 8 people, and list them out at the end of the post! Notify them through their tag board that they've been tagged.

1.Who are you chatting with now?
Jason...(only person that talk to me)

2.What do you want the most now?
find someone to talk to....

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
watch 大长今 =P

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yes and no. I don't know what they are thinking...? trying hard to make them happy in the end failed..=(

5. What are you doing now?
doing this holyshit quiz... zzz..

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, i always believe in rainbow. Just like my Nick. Rainbow is luVed. =)

7. What impossible things you would wish to do?
try to make everyone don't hate me...?

8. If you can go back in time, what will you change?
i want to study hard and don't get into RP!!!

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he / she tried to commit suicide?
No. not to THAT extend.

10.What if your crush asked you out?
Wootx...OMG, what should i wear? what to do.??? i will be damn happy ;)

11.When did u last get attach?
Not at all... =(

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
Being used by people.
people that being two faced.(doing things that are not what they meant.)口是心非

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes,i will try my very best to keep this "ship" everlasting.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
HOLIDAYS!! going out with friends....

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Friends, "Sisters", if possible(BF?)

16. How many times have you rejected someone or been rejected by someone?
eh...can be counted...=)

17. What is the most unforgettable experience in your life?
getting to know my friends..

18.Where are you now?
home of cos..

8 people i'll tag:
Jiayu
Jason
Zihui
Meiting
Xiaoqian
San San
Adeline
Cindy

Sunday, July 6, 2008 ♥ 7/06/2008 10:06:00 AM

Everyone keep on saying, keep a optimistic mind.Smile is the best weapon to keep itself out of trouble.Don't think too much..In the end, getting the most hurt would be itself.What i felt is, if things doesn't come and irritated, life will be a wonderful and freedom ;]Life will be fill with Rainbow. However, before able to become Rainbow, rain has to come first.So obstacles will come slowly one by one, after rain, Rainbow will appear! =) Learn to take things lightly, don alway think badly, sometimes people's intention is good, just that we don't get what they are trying to say, so sometimes we make the situation even worst.

Although i dunno what to persuade my friends, i do wish them to be happy and don't frown. However, they just can't help by applying all the blame to themselves. How can i help them...?

No matter what, life have to be going on, what for regret on things that u did..? No use in recovering back, so move on, try to think positively and you will realized that life is so beautiful. What for frown and spolit the beauty of this world...Lighten up this world with your smile, happiness. =]
Eventually u will get my point...

Thursday, July 3, 2008 ♥ 7/03/2008 07:30:00 PM

This week is totally screw up..I seriously don't know what happen to me..? this morning, i nearly was late for school. Cos my alarm clock din ring me up. I woke up at 6.55am..Super late huh...? then went to school for lab lesson, seriously dunno what i shld do...our task today is to write a lab report, and faci told us that it is totally different from chemistry.we was like ....????? Haiz, in the end, managed to write one..After that, lesson early way too early, 2.34pm i was in class....damn early huh..?so decided not to look through the 6P liao...stress too much also no use....cant get into my head....Useless...

Even the UT client also making fun of me...when i click on my UT key, the time they gave me only 20 mins....But nvm, i managed to complete all questions, that will be fair enough le...I don wish for anything..i just want to get to the past, where i am very happy with my friends, and they dont hate me or don care me...what can i do to achieve those back...?? i know it was purely my fault.

I know that i can do anything to get back ur smile. I might have cause u to become that, but trust me i did not do it by intention. Really...PLease forgive me....

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 ♥ 7/01/2008 07:10:00 PM

Woo Hoo~ Finally i think clear of my path. No more emo. Haha, actually i ain't emo-ing. Just that i am thinking a lot recently and i was trying to find a solution for it.After coming to a conclusion, i tell myself, to face the truth instead of avoiding. I have been struggling quite some while in school, somehow from the way back home, i managed to change my point of view. No point looking sad, be happy and no one will worry about me! But, i am a person that want ppl to care/ concern about me. I realised that when i "emo-ing" that time, ppl then tend to look at me, when i was happy, no one care for me. So i was jealous about this. I know i am thinking too much~ But just cant help. I enjoyed the feeling of being care/loved. =)

Seriously i felt that i was so stupid. What for the sake of care, i began to hurt myself. My class just now were quite hyper on the 星座thingy. Haha read part of it, and realised that somehow it was quite true about me. I am quite jealous with ppl. But not like those kind that was so dramatic, where one can do anything stupid to achieve the result they want.

雨过天晴，放下一切，重新再来。明天会是一个美好的一天。=）