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Sunday, September 21, 2008 ♥ 9/21/2008 01:22:00 PM

Peiyi is happy
Peiyi is sad
Peiyi is confused.
Peiyi is complicated yet simple.
Peiyi is mature yet Childish
Peiyi is weak yet strong

She doesnt not know what she is like. She may have different emotions inside her. She doesnt know when she wil become the next person...She is very scary...She doesnt know when to be happy and when to be sad.She only know that she need to do the right action. Shown out what she actually feeling. However, something deep inside her have stopped her from showing all her true feeling out. So she only show some parts out and the rest will be kept permenently inside her. Till one day, one person came up to her and unlocked her doors and treasure will be shown out. However, she is still waiting for this person to appear. She has been waiting for a long time. But time to her is not important. She is willing to wait for this person. No matter what. she will not give up. She want to show that she actually is not that weak. What is ahead her is full of obstacle. Be strong and overcome them. Cause she did not forget that her surrounding, there are plently of friends that willing to help her overcome all these obstables. During the process, it may hurt her deep inside. She still have to endure it and fight all in order to reach her destination. Though now, she still not even half of the path. She will not get defeated easily. She must brave her hesd through.. most importantly she need both physical and mentally moral support not only from herself alone, friends, family are also part of her life.

What can she do in order to show other that she is not a feeble. Sometime ppl doesnt need to show out that there are strong in order to consider to be strong. In fact, when one uses it's brain, they are still able to defeat their opponents without moving. That is a smart move. However, for Peiyi's conditions, she still not able to unlock this part. So she is still trying hard and learning hard. She has thousand and in fact millions of sorrows inside her. When upon looking at people who are stronger, she will somehow become upset. However, she knew that she was in fault first. She disobey the rules first. No one was to blame except her. So she accepts the punishment. However, she wont let history repeat again. She must try harder and not only that. She also must share everything with her friends. She felt that sharing is caring. So she shared every piece of information that she gain with her friends. She knew that this will result in compeition.But she doesnt want to say anything. And she mentioned that she want to get over all this. She is not gonna fight whether who benefit or who's lost. She want to start everything brand new again. She cant promise that she will succeed in the end, she only can assure that she will become better than before. She is starting all over again, she want to bring happiness to her friends as well as herself. If her friends are happy, she herself wont be happy. Her aim is to bring laughter and joy to this world, especially her friends surrounded her. :)